counting ordinaries

Tuesday, February 14, 2012


Someone asked me this morning...

Bearded guy:

"I have a question to ask and please reply in the most honest way...

Are you manly? I have nothing about gays who act like females, but I'm not really "out" so I want to hang out with someone who is also like me."

My answer:

"I totally understand how you feel.I was in a stage where I was looking out for best answers with the question:

'What am I really?'

If the word 'MANLY' for you is the type where you have to get all the muscles you could get, to cover your face with beards and mustaches, to drop your voice to meet the preference of the other guy. Hell no, honestly, that's not so me. 

We might not know each other so well yet. Not enough to tell who's manly, who's not. I can't really say I am, but most of the time people doubt me being gay. And what I do to prove them that I am is to wiggle a bit here and there and that way and this. It just sucks. I'm sick of doing things to please others.

Finally, I am 'OUT' now, 'out' to the people I know and to whoever wants to know me. 'Out' in a sense that I do not offend others. Letting them know who I am and what I do. It has to be me, comfortably and naturally. Although sometimes 'we' I mean the most of us, their feminine part just slip off and come out effortlessly. Say true. Seems like it does what it does.

Well I can't tell you, you should hang out with someone because of this and that. It's a matter of personal choice.That's where you are comfortable at. So be it.

For me, It doesn't matter who I am with.As long as the comfortableness is there being with the person, a bottle of rum, a glass, and we're good to go.

hit like if you agree,
comment to disagree.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Ex-boyfriend using your nicknames to someone else

Hi everyone! Kamusta na?
It's been a long time since I wrote here.

So I started a discussion lately to a social networking site ( about my ex-boyfriend
and here is how it goes:
I was missing my ex-boyfriend lately, like we've been on and off for 4 years now. We used to call each other the nicknames we started 4 years ago. Now, since I didn't add him on facebook yet, I looked out for his name and found his profile with his pic on it. I messaged him with excitement, hoping to have a feedback.

The message goes:

"Hi Milk!

How are you? I miss you a lot!


A day later, I was notified that he accepted my friend request.
To my surprise, when I saw one of his albums entitled: "MILK & CHOCO"
I was stunned to see him with someone else canoodling and stuff.

I feel so stupid reading my message again, thinking, I added him only to find out that he's into someone else and they're using the same names we used to call each other 4 years ago.

How would you feel about that?
I don't know how to react.
Help me!

Please let me know what you think.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

just a quick post.

Maligayang bati sasarili ko.. haha.
Sana maging masaya ang buong araw ko.. haha.

I'm twenteen!
cheers everyone!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

What makes you good?

Simple, what makes me good is that I know I'm bad. While others are pretending to be good when they're actually bad.

Ordinary...Plain... and Simple isn't it?

Cheers everyone!

Monday, April 4, 2011

My Twin

Happy Birthday Pong. I miss you.
You were the first friend I had when I enrolled in our school.
Thank you for being such a nice one.

Pretty? hehe of course! because we're the so-called twins of Mommy Juday! haha
ana lang.. amping pirmi Pong.
Stay humble and sweet.

I love yah. :)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Communication within the Family

It has already been said that a family that prays together stays together. But more importantly, the family that communicates with each other will grow stronger.

The family being the basic unit of the community is very vital for the growth of a certain nation. This, with no need of amplification, is a fact irrefutable.

But then, we are all witnesses of families crumbling down despite the material wealth they have. It is simply because they failed to talk. Thus, communication bridges all gaps. It transcends gender, caprices and even age. This must be given optimal value if we are to mold a strong family in our country. 

Friday, February 4, 2011

I'm down to my lowest peak

sigh! All the stress out from the production down to term papers and exams. I am still undone.
Now I have to work my way out again from the major catastrophe I'm building. this is kinda unfair to them.. But It's my relief.

Days had been so tiring to enjoy. Rainy days and Mondays PLUS the flooding city of Butuan.
Who would want to go to school? when all my laundry is stuck under my bed?

My STATS on blogger has also gone to its lowest peak. sigh'
I am so lazy these past few weeks.
Too lazy to check on everything. I cant even read an article. Duhh..

Been drinkin' a lot with my friends.

That's all for now...

"Yawa ka kapoi! shot pa ta nah!"