Too Much to Ask – Avril Lavigne

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It’s the first time I've ever felt this lonely

Wish someone cure this pain

It’s funny when you think it’s gonna work out

Till you chose weed over me you’re so lame

I thought you were cool until the point

Up until the point you didn’t call me when you said you would

Finally figured out you’re all the same

Always coming up with some kind of story

Every time I try to make you smile

You’re always feeling sorry for yourself

Every time I try to make you laugh

You can’t your too tough

You think you’re loveless

Is that too much that I’m askin for

Thought you’d come around when I ignored you

Sorta thought you’d have the decency to change

But babe I guess you didn’t take that warning

Cause I’m not about to look at your face again

Can’t you see that you lie to yourself

You can’t see the world through a mirror

It won’t be too late when the smoke clears

Cause I’m, I am still here

But every time I try to make you smile

You’d always go and feel sorry for yourself

Every time I try to make you laugh

You stand like a stone

Alone in your zone

Is that too much that I’m askin for

Can’t find where I am, lying here alone in fear

Afraid of the dark, no one to claim alone again

Can’t you see that you lie to yourself

You can’t see the world through a mirror

It won’t be too late when the smoke clears

Cause I’m, I am still here

Every time I try to make you smile

You’re always feeling sorry for yourself

Every time I try to make you laugh

You can’t your too tough

You think you’re loveless

It was too much that I asked him for

Popcorn!

I do love popcorn!

It has been my favorite since I was in elementary especially when watching movies in the cinema.

I remember one time, I was with my ex. We went to see a movie. Before we checked in, I asked him if he would like a popcorn. He said yes, so, I bought a large popcorn with super cheeze on top matched with two large drinks.
We went in and found seats for us. I seated first and placed my drink on the soda placer when suddenly i found out that it's broken. I told him to hold the large popcorn which i was holding. I handed it to him then I checked the soda placer.

With all my heart, i felt like "Ooh ghaaad!!". I heard something swooshy in front of me.
It happened too fast. I looked at him, he was looking at the big screen. He just smiled, he didn't know what happened. I smiled back and asked him where's the popcorn. His eyes bloated and seen that the very large cheezy popcorn was all over my shoes. I cant even remember how he reacted.
It was just very tragic! Sigh! I didn't even had a single bite from it.

I did not text him for a week just because of that
 "large popcorn with super cheeze on top" spoiled on my shoes.

Last night, I was at my friends house. My friends invited me for a movie marathon.

And of course, because it's all about movies... there was POPCORN!

I think I ate much of it that it breaks the cycle of my digestive system and 

up until now my stomach hurts like hell.! haha.

The Strange Stare

So he went home not so late that night.
As he walked through the stairs, he wondered why it's a little bit silent than the usual.
He slowly opened the noisy screen door to get in.
All eyes are looking at him strangely, as if he was an intruder. But the fact that he lives there.
They wanted to ask questions, but they remained silent.
Then words from the woman's mouth came. She uttered... "Where have you been?"
When he was about to answer... "Who was with you?"
"My friends." he said quickly. "I was..."
 "Whatever!"
he didn't get the chance to explain himself to them.
Behind the woman was the door to his room. He hurried right there to start thinking.
He thought that they had been talking about him just before he came.

All of a sudden, silence filled the room.
The door creaked, footsteps was heard.
The woman checked on to him.
Looking at him as if nothing is happening. She called his name... "Could you do this?" she said.
Behind her was another woman. She looks younger than her. They're much alike in physical features.
It was her sister. The one she was talking with awhile ago.
She looked at him in a different way than the other woman did. It seemed like she sees him like he had killed somebody and like she was cursing him to death.

With his very innocent eyes, he stared at her too, but the usual way.
Although he gets the idea that the people around him doesn't seem to be nice that night, he still managed to keep his head up. He didn't let their strange stare spoil the great night that happened earlier.
The night ended, he didn't look at them back. He just let their eyes follow him until they forgot that he was their topic.


Some stares do upset you.

Pang Enroll

Oh! how i wish i have a fountain of money inside my house!

I wouldn't have to tell white lies just to have them from my parent's bank.

di na tana ko mag problema sa pang enroll naku ugma.. hahai.

pagka nalang jud naku. tsk.tsk

dah party pah!

lesson??

dah... wai lesson2x.

party pah.. hahaha.!

 vs.

El terremoto!

It's almost 3 o'clock in the morning.
It shakes like hell.. haha.
I almost forgot the drill.
It's about 20 seconds.
I think it's intensity 6.
Gosh!
Thank God i'm still alive.
He heard me.
now i feel dizzy.

A night with THEM

Oh what a night!

Things happened so fast.

You met new faces and then after another minute

You feel like you've known each other for  a long time.

So last night, we met new friends all the way from CDO.

We made the night soaky wet and so unforgettable.

It was so fun!

Do you think these faces would BORE you?

 Aerra Kreziah Amen
 Grace Joslyn Busa
 Jade Wilter Galleros
 Janiko Alvizo
 Lawrence Pabelonio
 Hannah Mae Retuya
 Lex Michael Guiritan 

lorele abad

A day with the GABRIELS

yesterday! so unforgettable!

It was so nice meeting them again, the Gabriels.

Yesterday was the announcement of the winners of 

ANGELYMPICS 2010.

It's sad not winning the cheer dance competition

 but it's not bad to have won the second place.

We don't want to blame each other for the failure.

Winning is never the goal anyway,

 it's the fun and frolics out from every individual who participated the activities.

A loss does not  mean a dead end.

Our precious lives does not stop there.

 We don't need to have something that would throw a team apart.

Because in the end, it is just a game.

Sometimes we win and sometimes we fail but no matter what,

 we should never forget that we can't win a game alone.

and that is without ...

UNITY!

But after all, i guess everyone did their part and also learned their lesson.

it made me happy for that.

Cheers! Gabriels!

        

THE GABRIELS!

Gisapot ku!

Earlier this evening, i went to buy meds for my sick lola. Before the pharmacist asked me what i need. I checked on my phone first. I got three msgs. from an old friend. "E"

"E": wer ka now?
me: im in the city i'd be home soon.. y?
"E": ahh ok tell me if youre home nah ha? i need your signature for something.
me: okey i'll text u as soon as i got home ok. see you later.

my phone's battery is almost empty when i got home.
so i checked my status on facebook while charging my phone.
I waited for 3o mins. until it was half  charged.

then i texted my friend...

me: "E" wer na ka?

i waited for a couple of minutes before he replied.

"E": oh hey.. wer u now? see you at the covered court. ok?
me: ok i'd be there in a moment.

and because the covered court is just a walking distance away from my home. I hiked.

Me: im on my way. sugata ko.

(10 mins. later)

"E": aha naman ka? naa ko brgy hall.
Me: ok. sugata ko. i'll take the path near the school.

(another 10 mins.)

Me: hey! wer na u? how come i dont see you here?

(5 mins)

"E": wer na u? i'll wait for you here in "something street" ( located at the other brgy)
me: what?? thats too far from here. abi nakug sa covered court rata mag kita? muuli nalang ko ui.!

(10 mins.)

still waiting.

"E": ali!
Me: aie dahh ambot!! wai klaru!! ingun ka gaina nga dri ta magkita unya karun muingun napud ka nga didtu ra sa pikas baryo? my ghaadd!! kakapoi! muuli nlang ku!


i went home.

Right in the living room. I sat watching my fave TV series, "Imortal" which is a new show.
i heard a beep on my phone.
i saw his name in the inbox.

"E": hey. asa naman ka? dri rako wait ha??

Me:  amboot!!! late kaayu imung repz! i think it's best not to bother me this time. gisapot ku!

"E": anhaon nalang tka dha sa inyu later.

Me: ayna!!! gikapui ku!

(LIMAN UROI KAG GIPA BAKTAS KUG BACK AND FORTH
UG WALA KOI NAPALA DIDTU! GRRRRRR!!!!!)



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salamat sa pag basa!
haha...


"i didnt know blogging converts ur emotion rin pala. haha."

i miss them

                                                

i miss them. :( sigh!

Oh my BLog!

(type..type..type...) oh ghad!
(delete... delete... delete..!!)

How do you write a blog when it's your first time?
I am feeling a bit confused. A bit??
Oh Ghaad! I'm freaking out. haha.
My hands are really shaking as i press each letter on my keyboard. its like "oh ghaadd!"
It has been a long time since I grabbed a pen and wrote something on my diary. As far as I can remember it was about five months ago. No wonder why I'm messing up here, struggling for words just to come up with my first blog. But you see this time, it's not pen and pad anymore.

Oh hey! I'm typing! haha...

(an hour later)

(...type... type.. type..
..delete.. delete.. delete..)
Oh Ghaad!

My mind keeps on throwing me questions that i refuse to answer.
How would i finish this thing? sigh!

(another hour later)

Why wouldnt I just share what i am thinking right now?
I think it would make this blog easier for me to finish then.

so i came up with this:

"I think i'm gonna die aiming to finish my first blog.!"
"I think i'm having an internal hemorrhage!"
"I think my heart pumps super dooper  blood that runs up to my nose!"
"I think my body would be found dead infront of my pc tomorrow!"
"I think im hungry and im gonna get some food.. brb."
"I think im funny because im doing this."
"I think im boring because i can't write a thing with a thought."
"I think nobody would read my blogs after this."
"I think i need a rest so i'm gonna head on my bed."
"and I think, Oh yes! I think I'll go ahead.!"

(after everything)

Oh hey! look!
Oh my BLog!
i'm so done!
haha!